Well I got brave this wknd with my bestie by my side I told the man that I have been in love with since I was 12 that I loved him it didnt go the I was hoping but he is happy in a relationship and even tho I may never get the chance to be with him I know he will always be there for me and I will always be there for him and no matter what I will always love him one or another and I know it may not be the way I love him but he will always love me! and that makes me happy! As long as he is happy I happy for him!

That is what love is giving your all to someone no matter how much it may hurt to see them with someone else!

If we are ment to be we will be if not then I will always have his friendship

I love you *******