Now its time for me to just ramble a bit lol...
I have been sitting here today just thinking because my kids have been napping for most of the day because they are sick = (.
But I am done with all the negitive in my life!
Life is wayyy to short to dwell upon the bad things that have happend!
Yes I have had loved onse pass away as well as friends that had barley even gotten to live.
Yes I have had my heartbroken so bad that i didnt think I would ever survive the pain that tore through my chest.
I have lost jobs and friends through my years.
I have sat up all night with sick kids.
I have done it all but I am sick and tired of being sick and tired!
Its time to turn over a new leaf and think of the good things!
I have the memories of the ones God chose to call home.
My heart has healed and I am now talking to a great guy who seems like he wouldnt intentually hurt me.
The jobs Ive lost oh well I have a job I like for the most part now and it pays the bills and I am going to school to be a vet tech so I can have a job I love because I love animals! The friends I lost just showed their true colors and couldnt handle me as a person! but Now I know who my real friends are one of them I have to mention and that is Jessica Carothers without her I would have withered away to nothing! I can never thank her enough for everything she has done for me and for her just being there!!!
And i would trade having my kids in my life for anything in the world!!