Long Enough

I carried you inside me long enough to get attached to you.
Then one day all of a sudden you were gone.
I cant understand what I did to deserve such heartache all I did was love you and now your gone and I cant get you back.
You wont be forgotten I will always have you on my mind and carry you within my heart.

This was written for the baby I lost.
That was one of the hardest days of my life when I realized that I was having a miscarriage I felt the whole world crashing down around me I could actually feel my heart breaking. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about that precious child that I never got to meet or hold but I hope that little angel is looking down from heaven knowing that I loved him/her with all of my heart and even though I never met him/her he/she will always be apart of my life. I do have two beautiful children now that I wouldnt trade for anything else in this world but there are days that I feel like something is missing and part of what is missing is that sweet baby looking down on me from heaven!  Mommy love you Colton, Madilyn, and My sweet baby in heaven